Part-4 (A call...)

With trembling hands,she picked up her mobile.Her fingers felt as if they were going to give away any moment now.As her woeful eyes searched his name in the call log,her heart for once more asked her to weasel out.But determined this time,she called him.With each ring of the phone,her heart beat at a pace she had never experienced.With every ring,she wished more and more for him to not pick up the call.Atleast then she could have a reason to tell herself why she didn't confront.Just before the 5th ring could complete,he picked up the call and her heart skipped a beat.
"Hello",his melodious voice blended into her ears driving her into the same state of reminescence as it always did.For once again,the rapid fire began in her heart.Should i really ask him?Should i shout at him?Should i ask calmly?Oh god!what do i do?!i would sound so unreasonable!What to do?What to do now?But her questions to herself were interrupted as he spoke again. "Baby?" he spoke and the words seemed to create that magical effect even today after so much that she had been going through.
"I need to meet you." she finally found her voice to speak.
"What happened?Anything urgent?Can it wait till tomorrow?"
Now she was wishing she should have never called.She was cursing herself for not shouting at him or venting out her anger at him but sitting there talking like an idiot to him.You need to be firm,she told herself.Go on,tell him it can't wait.
"No.It has to be talked today only.Please meet me."
Idiot.Why did you say please?Its him who should be begging for what he has done and here you are ,asking him to please come & apologise,she scolded herself.
"What happened?"
"You tell me when are you coming?"
"On terrace within 5 minutes.Is that okay?"
The terrace.She was again doubtful if she would be able to go back there again after yesterday's incident.Yes i'll go,she decided.
"ok.Be quick."
"Yes sure.Bye.I love..."
She cut the call before he could complete not wanting to listen to those last words and melting again to the sound of them and giving up.

An undiscovered friendship..

The theme of this article shall be something which is better felt than described in words. As kids, we never knew that such a bond would influx in our lives but as we grew this emotion just took over us. It is an association of hearts. An alliance of diverse yet similar thoughts. A mix of madness and sanity.

What is it if not FRIENDSHIP?

 Yes, friendship is what I plan to hit upon today. And that too, in regard to someone really special. Apologies, but this post might be deep within from heart for my friend Shreya. For, she has always been a pillar of support and a radiant star in my life. Also, she is someone who has been with me against all odds. No matter how many uncertainties our relationship faced, she was right beside me. This girl is not my best friend but like a sister. We fight terribly. We shake with laughter. We do insane stuff. We click pretty pictures from webcam. We hang around on scooty like boys. We shout, we hit each other. We dance and sing in public. We share. We talk, talk and talk. We make instant plans. We work together sometimes. We chat-be it messaging or video calling. We exchange ideas. We respect each other’s opinions. We understand. There is no end to such WE’s.

I would like to tag our friendship as an UNDISCOVERED CONNECTION OF HEARTS. Talking particularly about me, I never realised in all these years as to how and when I got so close to this pessimistic, lovely, and true at heart, caring, trustworthy and an emotional person. We are like chalk and cheese. But I guess, it is primarily because of the fact that she is probably the only person who respects my bullshit to the best. She understands that I am a kid at heart. She is an altogether different personality as compared to kids of my age and I love that. I love the fact that she makes me feel so homely and so real. There are no bubbles of fake attitude around. She is also my extrinsic motivating supplement. To be honest, it is sheer bliss to have her around.

It is very funny as to how we look into each other’s eyes and just burst into laughter. We look at people and the way we exchange smiles; it's absolutely ridiculous. It's only her with whom I can cross roads running. Only her with whom I can afford to drop things while seated back on the scooty. Only her with whom I can share without the fear of being judged. Only her who understands my sign language. For me, we are a mini gang. A gang where emotions are a like a fruit cream and joy as that cherry on top. Pineapple like tangy attitude, grapes like sweet and pungent life, banana like simple heart (a non-veg mind too) and apple like healthy bonding.

                                                                        Cheers to 6 years of togetherness. 

                                                                                  Lots of love
                                                                                  Author 'Div'