OK. So this post is about the bitter sweet relationship me
and Divya share. Just yesterday, first thing in the morning as soon as our eyes
opened-we had a big fight and serious one and that too over where to go next Saturday-
movie or party! I wanted a party and was not ready to negotiate and neither was
she for her plan about the movie! I felt so frustrated and literally would have
killed her had she been physically present anywhere near me! We fought and I said
things that I shouldn't have but I had no control over my anger and I was just
reacting to the situation that time! After the fight, when I realised I
might have lost her forever, I broke down! I cried and I really
asked myself why am I so stubborn? Why do I always want things to be just
the way I want? Why don’t I try and compromise ever? And with this guilt
came back surging in my mind memories of him and me. It started to seem as if
actually there is some big fault in me and that is why I never have people stay
in my life for long!! First he left, then a guy who was a very dear friend of
mine went away, and now Divya also. The whole day I couldn't concentrate yet I had
this big ego that didn’t allow me to even call her up and sort things out!
At 8 pm, her name flashed across my screen and an instant
smile spread across my face! Yippee!! Finally she is calling. I picked up her
call and tried to be as firm as I could but my heart was doing its own
merry dance inside. She explained her side, made me understand, scolded
me. And within half an hour we were grinning like idiots over the phone
planning for the movie! :D
All efforts to be harsh, rude, firm gone vain when we got
talking!! I don’t know why but really no matter how many times in a day I swear
I am not seeing her face ever in my life, my day can never end without her
being there! :') Every time we sort out after a fight, my love for her and my
faith that she no matter what is going to stay forever deepens. Every fight
lets me discover my faults as well as the different dimensions of her and mine
friendship!
Maybe this is what they call friendship!! Ready to kill for one moment
and the next moment you want to hug them tightly!! <3
Author- Shubhi ^_^
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