Hiee. I have just begun to write an emotional yet full of love and longing story and felt bound to share with you all. It's just the first part today. Many more to go. Hope you like it.
With loads of love,
Shu
PART-1
And a silent tear traced its path out of her hazel coloured eyes, onto her thick black eyelashes, down her frowned cheeks and onto the crease of the blue coloured woollen shawl that had been protecting her against the harsh winter winds that night on the terrace. A thousand things ran through her mind. A thousand words she gulped down .A thousand curses wanted to escape her throat. A thousand wishes she wanted to make to change the reality in front of her. But the only action her numb mind and body was able to perform was pull her back from where she was standing, alone in the dark under the sky lit with a million stars twinkling and the crescent moon trying its best to outshine them. She turned around, for the last time asking herself if she should go and confront him or not. And before her mind could answer, her heart asked her to go away. She quietly came out of the terrace door into the building and slowly started climbing down the steps which now looked nothing less than the best to escape from life, to fall down and escape into a state of physical pain rather than facing this pain that had risen in her heart, in her soul. But then she knew he would never have had wished this. Or did he really ever care? With all little strength she could gather, she entered the lift next to the flight of stairs she had just climbed down from. The door to the lift opened and a pre-recorded message said WELCOME. She remembered how at one point of time, he and she used to make fun of this pre-recorded voice and how she used to laugh at his silly imitations of the voice. She pressed the button to the second floor in the lift and another blow struck in her memory when for the very first time his fingers had touched hers while pressing that button and she had blushed all she could at the chill that had ran through her body at his touch. The lift reached the second floor and she came out. Without looking to the right where another treasure of their numerous memories resided, she took left. With shivering hands and held back tears, she opened the door to her house. She stepped in, closing the door behind her. Slowly she walked up to her room, her body feeling as if the whole world was weighing on her shoulders. Her room was the only place that seemed to have changed the least that night. The room was the same, warm and cosy with a blue flower printed bed sheet spread on the comfortable double bed, three pillows arranged on the head side in a straight line and a big life sized yellow teddy bear lying on the centre of the bed. Unable to control herself anymore, she ran onto the bed, hugged her teddy bear and broke down .A strong girl who had once stood alone to go against the entire world for him succumbed to uncontrollable sobs that night. Tears, tears and more tears fell out of the eyes which had once seen his innocent smiling face full of love for her. His eyes craving for her. His heart longing to meet her. His hands searching for her hands to hold. His lips lusting to meet hers. Those eyes that once held the dreams for their future were nothing but just a plain canvas today searching for every way to paint back those dreams again. Between uncontrolled sobbing’s, she asked herself if it was she who had failed or was it her love so weak? Could she have done more, fought more, begged more or was all this bound to happen?
With loads of love,
Shu
PART-1
And a silent tear traced its path out of her hazel coloured eyes, onto her thick black eyelashes, down her frowned cheeks and onto the crease of the blue coloured woollen shawl that had been protecting her against the harsh winter winds that night on the terrace. A thousand things ran through her mind. A thousand words she gulped down .A thousand curses wanted to escape her throat. A thousand wishes she wanted to make to change the reality in front of her. But the only action her numb mind and body was able to perform was pull her back from where she was standing, alone in the dark under the sky lit with a million stars twinkling and the crescent moon trying its best to outshine them. She turned around, for the last time asking herself if she should go and confront him or not. And before her mind could answer, her heart asked her to go away. She quietly came out of the terrace door into the building and slowly started climbing down the steps which now looked nothing less than the best to escape from life, to fall down and escape into a state of physical pain rather than facing this pain that had risen in her heart, in her soul. But then she knew he would never have had wished this. Or did he really ever care? With all little strength she could gather, she entered the lift next to the flight of stairs she had just climbed down from. The door to the lift opened and a pre-recorded message said WELCOME. She remembered how at one point of time, he and she used to make fun of this pre-recorded voice and how she used to laugh at his silly imitations of the voice. She pressed the button to the second floor in the lift and another blow struck in her memory when for the very first time his fingers had touched hers while pressing that button and she had blushed all she could at the chill that had ran through her body at his touch. The lift reached the second floor and she came out. Without looking to the right where another treasure of their numerous memories resided, she took left. With shivering hands and held back tears, she opened the door to her house. She stepped in, closing the door behind her. Slowly she walked up to her room, her body feeling as if the whole world was weighing on her shoulders. Her room was the only place that seemed to have changed the least that night. The room was the same, warm and cosy with a blue flower printed bed sheet spread on the comfortable double bed, three pillows arranged on the head side in a straight line and a big life sized yellow teddy bear lying on the centre of the bed. Unable to control herself anymore, she ran onto the bed, hugged her teddy bear and broke down .A strong girl who had once stood alone to go against the entire world for him succumbed to uncontrollable sobs that night. Tears, tears and more tears fell out of the eyes which had once seen his innocent smiling face full of love for her. His eyes craving for her. His heart longing to meet her. His hands searching for her hands to hold. His lips lusting to meet hers. Those eyes that once held the dreams for their future were nothing but just a plain canvas today searching for every way to paint back those dreams again. Between uncontrolled sobbing’s, she asked herself if it was she who had failed or was it her love so weak? Could she have done more, fought more, begged more or was all this bound to happen?
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